My Appointment With The Medical Cannabis Doctor

Today I had my Doctor appointment and was approved for Medical Cannabis! Some may not agree with this method, but I didn't agree either until I educated myself and did the research, the numbers being healed of cancer and other ailments are astounding, after much prayer and confirmation of it, here it is, I can start using my paperwork as proof until I get my card in the mail, I am excited to do this, but it will take some time being out of work and a good chunk of money, which I can do at tax time, or sooner, if Abba provides a different way! I will post some links for those who don't know about the many benefits of this plant. It really is truly amazing. I am so thankful that we have the laws we do here in Colorado. HalleluYAH! See ya cancer, and HS, see ya pain, you are no longer welcome here!

http://dailyhealthpost.com/eight-year-old-girl-cured-terminal-stage-4-brain-cancer-diet/

 http://norml.org/library/item/introduction-to-the-endocannabinoid-system

http://www.cureyourowncancer.org/

Staying alkaline

This last week was a little challenging, I've been working on cutting gluten,so many auto immune disorders and other diseases are attributed to this, I've noticed that my HS condition is clearing up, HalleluYah for that, I'm still working on eating alkaline rich food, drinking as much water as possible, I have also been drinking green tea and surprisingly,it tastes fine plain, I haven't been using any refined sugars, very little if any of stevia, I'm still not sure about it. I'm standing on His word no matter what! :)

Healing

I wasn't going to post about this, but for the last couple of days, I thought I was going crazy, but I am noticing that when I swallow, I almost can't feel that "lump" I've been feeling for the last 4 years! Praise YAH, Praise you Father for your wisdom, I'm not going to doubt, I know I'm not going crazy. :) I will just continue what I've been doing and trust in Him. I am waiting for a phone call to have an Ultra Sound done again as per the new surgeon's orders, I'm not sure when this will be done yet, but I'll keep everyone updated. Again, I thank you for your prayers and support, I am so grateful for all of you! My PH is balanced, that's a good thing, and I'll keep juicing as much as possible and taking the supplements as well as thanking our Heavenly Father!

Alkaline!

I was watching some smoothie video's this morning that a friend posted, I had no idea the benefits, I'm getting excited to get started on that, I found some goodies at a discount store here in town, they carry lots of organics and for cheap! I bought a whole bunch of stuff including PH strips, for 20$! I'm praising our Heavenly Father for His amazing wisdom, and His amazing people who have helped me so much! Some people may think I'm crazy, that is ok! I just want to do His will, and I'm sooooo thankful for His Shalom (peace) there is hope, there is joy, there is healing, and our enemy is a big fat liar! 

 

"Y" is a crooked letter: It's been a few days since I dove into taking supp...

"Y" is a crooked letter: It's been a few days since I dove into taking supp...: It's been a few days since I dove into taking supplements, and making some diet changes and I already feel a difference, I was especia...

It's been a few days since I dove into taking supplements, and making some diet changes and I already feel a difference, I was especially having a lot of pain in my fingers, like joint pain, which I know is a symptom of hypothyroidism. I started out with a simple detox I mentioned in another post, then I added iodine drops, turmeric (the spice added to my food with black pepper) turmeric 450 mg supplement (once a day), pink (Himalayan salt), as much water as I can remember to drink, I got a pro-biotic today and started that as well. Things I'm working on staying away from, sugar, flour, gluten, dairy, table salt, processed foods, artificial sweeteners, sodas, I drink my tea's without anything, I'd like to use honey, but I'm not sure yet if that is a good idea, and I'm still not sure about stevia. Spiritually, I feel relieved, and I feel shalom with this choice, I am still seeking wisdom. ;) 

Detox

Detox tea for the liver, tumeric when I cook, I also bought tumeric supplements, might try a tumeric tea, vey little sugar now, not sure yet if dairy or stevia is ok, I know refined sugar is bad. Time to do some more research! :)

Doctor visit

Saw my general practitioner, yesterday, of course he recommends surgery, but I told him I want to keep my thyroid and left there crying. I don't think I'll get any doctor (unless it's a natural doctor) I started a detox, I went and bought pink salt, tumeric, a friend sent me some green tea powder,  I'm in LOVE with that tea. Taking iodine,  going to get some amazing suppliment soon. Getting lots of great ideas, I will post them later, I need to get organised and come up with a daily plan.

There is HOPE...

After struggling, and wrestling, and agonizing over what would be the right choices to make, researching, studying, praying and seeking... I've decided I should consider trying something natural before I consider surgery. There are way more con's than pro's, the thyroid is a VITAL gland that controls everything, it's amazing to me, and I want to keep mine. <3 I feel peace about this, where I couldn't find any for the last couple weeks, I tried to convince myself that surgery was the only option, I can't afford an alternative, that isn't the case, I know that if this is the way YAH want's me to go, well He is providing the open doors to experiment. This will be interesting, and I'm kinda excited about it. I will be documenting what I'm doing, first things are a detox of my system, I just made up a batch of lemon, ginger, and water (Thanks Wilson for your help with that!) AND I took some Iodine, because I learned that it's extremely important for healthy thyroid function and most people are deficient in iodine and don't even know it! Here's some interesting info, i'm considering purchasing a years supply. http://www.1-thyroid.com/ another thing i'm considering is cannabis oil, now before anyone gets offended about that, please do the research, I too was against it, without even knowing what it's all about, it is amazing how many testimonies are out there of people who were given an death sentence by their doctors, and then were healed when they started using cannabis oil. Here's some great info on that. And by the way, this is about medicinal, not recreational. ;)  https://www.facebook.com/Cannabis-Oil-Cures-Cancer-644800908890100/?fref=ts There are other options I plan on discussing with a couple people, I have to try, right, it's really the logical and wise thing to do, and if it doesn't work, well, I guess I need to get surgery. I have an appointment with my general practitioner tomorrow, I will discuss this with him, and I did meet with a new surgeon on Wednesday, who ordered another ultra sound, which I'll probably still go and get.  And thank you for all of you who have been interceding on my behalf, I feel I've been handed an overwhelming amount of wisdom. <3

Interceding

I was talking to our Heavenly Father today, and I told Him that I am putting all of this in His hands, I've been spending too much time researching, and listening to what other people have researched and what they think that it just seems to be putting up a communication block, between me and Him. I'm getting confused, and I know that isn't from Him. He leads and He directs our path, our steps, if I lay this at His feet, can I not trust that He will lead me, and direct me in the direction He chooses? I came to a point where I have peace about the surgery, although I don't want to lose my thyroid, I'm preparing, physically, spiritually. Not too long after this conversation with Abba, I got a call from my doctor, she said as she was preparing for my surgery on Friday, she was going over the details with another doctor, she had my scans up and upon looking them over I guess there were other nodes that would need to be removed as well, she was just thinking she could remove my thyroid and the lymph nodes in my neck that the cancer spread to, but there are smaller infected nodes that are there that require very careful removal, that she has never done before. Removing those as well will probably prevent me from going through extensive radiation treatments afterwards... wow, the other thing she told me is that this doctor normally doesn't accept Medicaid insurance, but said that he would do this surgery, I’ll be calling him tomorrow.

The Count Down

My surgery is on the 4th, prayers appreciated, for wisdom, for doctors that know what I need, for the right medications,and for the right treatments. I'm not sure what lies ahead, but I'm preparing for whatever it is, I really want to be prepared spiritually most of all. I am really thankful for all the support from those I fellowship with in my community and those I fellowship with online. I want what my heavenly Father wants, I have Shalom (peace) about this. :)

I had an emotional meltdown last night, it's been 6 days since I found out about the thyroid cancer. EVERYTHING came out, I was so upset my whole head, face, throat hurt, I couldn't breathe, I felt like I was going to die, I had feelings like I just wanted to, not in a suicidal way. I felt trapped, confused, overwhelmed, helpless and hopeless. When I finally calmed down, I kinda felt like I needed that, I'm sure it won't be the last time I feel that way in this journey. I had been doing research on all this cancer stuff, a lot of it, and listening to other people telling me "this will cure it, that will cure it, here, there, yes, no" What I need to do is be still, and talk to my Abba, connect with Him, and find out what He wants, and trust that He will give me the wisdom I ask Him for and that He will lead my steps, my choices in all of this. 

Whenever I would ask the question 'why', my foster grandfather would always respond with "Y, is a crooked letter". This always stuck in my mind, and one day I found myself asking my Heavenly Father the same question, "why", and I heard those 5 words again, in my head "Y, is a crooked letter". 

‘Because Y’s a crooked letter and neither you nor I can straighten it’.

 ‘Why’ is a little word which often seems to cause conflict, provoking a defensive response. Somehow, and to some extent, ‘why’ can make us feel under threat and therefore feel the need to defend our position.

7 months ago, I had a car accident, which totaled my van, it wasn't my fault, it was a poorly marked area of construction and it was at night, that accident lead me to have x rays done because I was having headaches, just last month I found the results online, that I wasn't informed of, it said that something was found in my thyroid, I had a CT scan, and Ultra sound, and then 2 biopsies, one on a nodule in my thyroid and another on a lymph node near by in my neck. 

Thursday November 12th, I was scheduled for surgery (for a totally different health issue), the lady called my name to be registered, and I went up to the counter, she said, "your doctor wants to speak with you first, she is on her way up here".

 I knew what that meant. I had spent a lot of time researching my symptoms while I anxiously waited for test results to come back, I prepared myself for the worst, even though what I was reading said it's rare. I have thyroid cancer, that is not so easy to say, or admit, it seems surreal to me. Being a child of the One True King, sometimes gives you the impression that you are untouchable. 

I beat myself up quite a bit over that accident I had, 7 years driving and not one accident, or ticket. I think the reason I was so hard on myself is because I didn't understand why it happened, or was allowed to happen, our Heavenly Father doesn't do anything to harm us, but He does allow things to happen for a reason, and He does bring about good out of every bad situation, so I felt I finally got the answer, if I had not gotten into that accident, I would have never known there was something wrong, that just blew me away. 

7 years I had that van, 7 months before I realized something was physically wrong, 7 is our Abba's number, it means completion, completion of what, I don't know, maybe the end of one season, and the beginning of another. 8 means new beginnings. 

I have not asked YAH, the "Y" question, lol, I learned my lesson, I am the type of person that questions everything, but this time, but this time I'm doing my best to lay this at HIS feet, and ask Him to lead my steps, give me His wisdom to make the right choices, i'm sure there is a lesson to be learned, or an area I need strengthened, I'm sure He will make it clear what the reason is, in His time. 

December 4th is my surgery, my doctor said she needs to remove my thyroid and the surrounding lymph nodes, I am not sure how I feel about this, or if I even want it done, i'm wrestling with this big time. I realize I need to change my diet, cut out the sugar, and i'm drinking more water. Until next time!