Every time I hear about or think of the song "Jesus take the wheel", it always reminds me of this video I saw going around on Facebook, some of you may have seen it, it's kinda funny. One day I listened to the song, and on a serious note, It really spoke to me.
Last night I ended up in the ER, I've been experiencing my thyroid doing things I didn't expect, but I've had a bladder infection that really kinda shook things up in my body, instead of hypo-thyroid (not enough hormone being released) symptoms, I'm now experiencing hyper-thyroid symptoms (too much hormone release) my dry skin was clearing up and I'm actually losing weight. My thyroid is doing something, I'm just not sure what, but right now, as I write this, I feel pretty good.
I was shaking so bad last night I could not control it, I tried to stay as calm as I could, it wasn't working, I decided to get it checked, it was really scary. I started feeling worse when waiting at the hospital, then they brought me back to check my vitals, I don't even know what my blood pressure was but I'm sure it was through the roof, while waiting there I asked John to pray and he did, I started calling out to God to help me, I literally felt like I was going to pass out or something, when your body is going crazy you don't know what to expect, my whole body went numb.
I heard some music like in my ear!! I couldn't tell what it was at first, I asked John if he could hear it, he said he couldn't hear anything... I listened closer, and heard the only line I needed to.."Jesus take the wheel" I said John, its the song Jesus take the wheel... (I scared him) :( I started questioning why I heard it and felt the need to tell John to tell my babies I love them, just in case something happens. I felt peace even though I was shaking uncontrollably... John did a great job comforting me, he always does. <3
God's really been working in me about trust, He was right there with us last night, I still am blown away by His love, and His Holiness. He is faithful ALWAYS. He promised to heal me, and I need to trust that He will do what He said.
So.. as of this moment, I'm standing on this being part of my healing, unless He says otherwise. HalleluYAH!!! <3
